Freitag, 28. August 2015

Der Glanz der Sterne täuscht mich. Ich bleibe skeptisch. Verstehe so manches nicht. Mit dir bin ich unendlich glücklich, und doch bist du es der mir das Herz zerbricht. Ich kann nicht gehen. So geh du doch endlich. Glaub mir wenn ich sage ich liebe dich. Tu ich wirklich. Aber es geht nicht.

dtg©

Dienstag, 25. August 2015

They said it only hurts at the beginning. They said you only die just once. But every time I believed, you've lied. It's all right. We're breaking under this burden of betrayal. It's all right. The knifes in my back ache no more. Illusions of happiness. Lead me to the abyss. I thought I can hold on something firm and forgot that anchors sink. Heart learns the worth only after the loss.

dtg©

Samstag, 22. August 2015

Collide

I hurt myself. I know you will never hear me even when I would be screaming, and all the wounds You caused burst open when someone says your name. Even the years go by. I can't forget.

I did it wrong. I've let you go. And now I'm too late to explain.

Surrounded by memories. Scars on my skin. Scars never heal. stars are gone. A Darkened sky above us. Darling your eyes hide a light. and I wish I could take your hand. But you are gone.

Don't look down at me. We didn't make it. I've learned so much. And I'm sorry for all those lies cut us deep into the meat. I gave it up. I didn't fight. But now I'm ready to die. If you want I will struggle all the way through to your point. To be there where you stand. Where you are. Forever.

I did it wrong. I've let you go. And now I'm too late to explain.

Surrounded by memories. Scars on my skin. Scars never heal. stars are gone. A Darkened sky above us. Darling your eyes hide a light. and I wish I could take your hand. But you are gone.

Broken walls and broken souls. Oh, grab into my open chest. take everything you find. There rests no love. A Numb heart. Throw it away. Kill it. Nevermind. No more agony. There is nothing left to say. Fuck this shit. I'm done. You are gone.

dtg©

Donnerstag, 20. August 2015

Eclipse

The day will come when your sorrow will be my joy. I'm no longer your toy. No, don't leave me now. My heart needs you. I'm not that strong. I won't survive if you go. This heart beats for only you. Everything falls apart. Bullshit. Remember these words of mine. Remember when I'd beg. These times are over. You've left and I survived. Now Remember when we've become enemies. Remember the way my eyes looked at you. As you said nothing but meant goodbye. My hate, it kills. And if the whole world molders now. I don't Care anymore. It's your blood that Dries on my hands. This is the end of the roots.

dtg©

Dienstag, 18. August 2015

Titled 'broken'


I've seen enough. I will never forgive. Look what we became. Passed. Memories they're named. Selfdestruction is the reward for my intense trust. Never will I be the same. Misery kills my Mind. Want to leave but I get lost. I 've found the reason why I stray. You and I, we were a created lie. There is nothing left in my heart. No lights are left in my life. Doomed. No escape, forced to live in this darkness forever. Teach me how... Before you go. Tomorrow will just numb the pain. Did we ever be honest ? Staring into the flames. Reading between the lines. Frozen. I hold my hand in the fire. Eases the chagrin. my hollow soul still has desire. I just want you to know. I hate you more than I loved. Everything burns down but me.

dtg©

Sonntag, 16. August 2015

Blind

Blood seeps from the wounds while I fall. Clench your fist and hit through the wall. Words are minor. Eyes tell the story. Remorse. We came a long way until we see the truth. Hiding behind the biggest lie we lived our whole life. Love. Now we can't go back. Shards of betrayal lay beneath my skin. Angels watch over us. Not for protection. But to forbid us. Banned for a lifetime. Gates of heaven are forever closed. Take my hands while I cry. Memories inside my head. I can't choose between reality and desire. Your cold voice leads me to death. And I am deaf to everything else. Dare to love me with my broken wings. Wash away your love that lies in ruins. Love turns into hate. And as long as I exist. I won't forget. We came a long way until I learn to hate.

dtg©

Mittwoch, 12. August 2015

Wir haben uns zu lange hinter lügen versteckt. Zeit für wahre Worte. Entlasse mich in eine Welt ohne dich. Ich Verlerne, dich zu lieben. Dein Gesicht verschwindet langsam. Erinnerungen verblassen. Bruchstücke. Was wenn du schon bald nicht mehr existierst. Wenn ich vergesse. Alles und Nichts.
dtg©

Sonntag, 2. August 2015

Lebwohl altes Leben

Ich wander aus. Für immer. Ich komme nicht zurück. Nie wieder. Ein Koffer und ein Wort. Adieu. Ich wage kein Blick zurück auf hinterlassene Wunden.

dtg©